| This is my OneTornIllusion... | |||||||||||||||||
| Welcome to my padded cell... |
"Don't Love Me Just For..." Don't love me just for...my dark mysterious brown eyes...even though they do shine...shine so bright Don't love me just for ... my hair ... even though it is hard not to feel the silkiness of it being... Don't love me just for...my body...even though you may be drawn to it's shapely form... Don't love me just for...my Simi-tanned skin...oh so soft... Don't love me just for ... my bright smile...even though that night be what brought you to me... Don't love me just for ... who my parents are...I love them to death...but they aren't me. Don't love me just for...how big my house is ... my parents are the ones who built that...not me... Don't love em just for...how much money or possessions I own ... money comes and goes...and possessions can break... Don't love me just for ... my personality...people change...even in personality traits... Don't Love me just cuz...you love all the above...Just love me...for me... By: Holly Michelle Haines "It All Started..." It all started that cold, cold night... I was with my date and you were at wait... I didn't know that just a simple hello would amount to anything... We all set and talked...yall reminiscing and me lost in thought... It was time for us to be on our way ... was said our until next times ... but did we really know there was going OT be a next time for you and me.... It all restarted on a cool, cool night... I was said and ready for a fight... It was weird... I wasn't expecting to know anyone there... I was glancing around to see everyone that was around me... You caught my eye...I knew I'd seen you before...I was sure... It was our time to leave...we left before you ... so I took a chance... I remember yall once before talking about what car was yours... I found it and left my phone number on it... It all started ... with those nights ... not know what was in store for us... I didn't know that being friends ... could resolute in so much happiness... It's not just friends anymore...now I have a wonderful companion to thank the good Lord for... By: Holly Michelle Haines Dedicated to my wonderful:Damon C. Derrick "How I Miss You So..." How I miss you so ... as I hear the dogs bark I think of Lobo... How I miss you so ... as I feel the breeze tickle crosses my skin... I think of how much you loved this weather... How I miss you so ... as I hear the starting of a 4-wheeler... I think of your pride and joy toy... How I miss you so ... as I sit and think of all our laughter and tears... How I miss you so ... as I wish and pray that the day would have never came... I really, really miss all you sweet words of wisdom ... you always knew what to say in any situation... I really miss your beautiful blue eyes ... the skies even envied them...so full of dreams, hope and love... I'm really glad that you are in a better place... I know this is only and temporary separation ... but I still miss you sweet face... By: Holly Michelle Haines Dedicated in the lovin memory of Kenny D. Hawkins "I'm So Lucky to Have you..."I'm am so lucky to have you in my life... You bright joy to my heart... And put a smile of my face... No matter the time of place... I know I'm the luckiest child in the world... To have you has my best friend... You are such a rare being... No other could compare to you anywhere... You have been there for me... Through thick and thin... And I'll be here for you... Even if it mean the end... I would go far or near... Just to make sure you were all right... You love me so... No one will ever be able to show... I love you so... That no one but you... Could help me show... Life is life... Just a simple time... Given to make the best of... Until the day the good Lord needs you or me... But promise me this... If it's mine before yours... That you will live... Life to it's fullest... Don't doubt my love for you... Don't be sad... I'm with the Lord... And I'll be well taken care of... I love you so much... But the day could be any... And only will he know... When it will be... Until then... I'll make the best of it... Just like you did me... Dedicated to: Joseph H. Estes By: Holly Michelle Haines | ||||||||||||||||
|
| |||||||||||||||||
|
I hope it's comfortable enough for you!Theses are soem poems I have written: "Once A Cold Heart...Now A Warm Heart" Once in the body lived a cold, cold heart... Walls were my protection for being hurt... No one could break in, no one would hurt me... I loved no one but my family, but I hated all that loved me... I stood alone, afraid, and said... No one could save me from my held in emotions... I was living corpse, all dead inside... No love, no peace, no joy, and no hope... There was no way to reach me... I had created a bottled up heart, no love could seep threw... No smile could cross my face... Only hate could leave this place deep within... A day came where somehow I got my first crush... Like they say about crushes, eventually they crush you... And It was true ... within a period of three years it crushed me when he moved... I sworn off love again... I was only in the sixth grade... I hadn't experienced love yet... But I was determined once more, that love would not live with in me... A year's time had passes and once more I feel for a guy... This was different and true... I have had my first true love... Yes, ... my heart of stone could find love... I loved him and when we went our separate ways... I went crazy... I wouldn't eat, or go into the sun, all I'd do is sit in my room... No one again couldn't reach me... I had to heal my heart again... But the wound took a while to heal... A year's pasted again... Once more did I fall again... I loved this one a lot like the other... But all things have to come to an end sometime... It did... Once more I was dead... I left to be in a better place... I'm still living as in flesh form... I loved again... I felt so loved, and everything was right... But it was too good to be true... All wrong love has to die... And this one did... I thought this one was surely to be the death of me... But I was wrong... For right under my nose... Was a wonderful young man that had so much love to give... He showed me how to love again... No fear, no pain.... Just love... And I still love to this day... By: Holly Michelle Haines "Remember..." Do u remember when u said u loved me...was that a myth that I made up or was it am image that I saw once in y dream...did I really hear those precious words...was it all in my mind...or was my heart just a defy... Do u remember all those times ... the ones we held each other so close...I heard your heart and I'm sure u heard mine...our hearts beat as one...but that was long ago...long time ago... Do u remember my smile as I remember yours...can u still hear my voice as if I was still around...I can hear your voice and still see your smile...even if your not around.... Do you remember the laughter there was...or has it faded into an unforgotten dream...can u still smell me... Do u remember how u use to hold me...when I was upset and tell me everything will be all right ... do u remember how safe I felt...or was that another myth that I made-up... Do u remember my hair ... how dark and mysterious, like an enigma...how soft and shiny it was ... did I also create that too... Do u remember my eyes...so full of love ... nothing more was in them...dark and deep there are...now look into my eyes...what do u read...can u feel what I feel...do u see what I see...or is it just me...all me... Do u remember a happy ever after...where we were back to the way things were before all of the pain tears and hate...I can't and don't remember...nothing like that ever happened...but will it is the question...but who will answer ... that is the true question that needs to be asked.... By:Holly Michelle Haines | Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. | ||||||||||||||||
|
| |||||||||||||||||
| Look into my corrupted little world... |
Why hurt the one you truly love...is it worth that much...just to kiss another and destroy the one you truly love's life...just for a kiss from another... Why hurt the one you truly love...is it really worth all the self pain...all the nights laying in your bed wide awake when u should be fast asleep... Why hurt the one you truly love...knowing what the other is going threw.... is it worth seeing her in pain... Why hurt the one you truly love...knowing how good you two were together...knowing that you'll never find another like her... Why hurt the one you truly love...knowing all you know...is it really worth all that ... is it really all u dreamed of it to be...or are you going be the next one to feel what she felt...think be for you leap.... By:Holly Michelle Haines | ||||||||||||||||
|
| |||||||||||||||||
| Favourite links | ||||||||||||||||
| |||||||||||||||||
|
This page has been visited
|